Arise Like A Phoenix

Welcome to Arise like a Phoenix. A platform you can bring your trauma, your struggles, your disappointments and find support and Love from helping ears that have been in your position. When I first realized what narcissistic abuse was and that I was experiencing it, I tried to find people, blogs, websites who understood who could listen to me and help me figure my way back. I struggled so much with the darkness and just wanting to give up on life. I found that unless you have lived it, people don’t recognize it as real. Narcissistic abuse is like a slow burn that robs you of your soul little by little, day by day. It rewires your brain, rewrites things that you know to be real and true but now you now question. It’s the loneliest place that I have ever been in. I begged God daily to just take me out. I begged him daily please just don’t let me wake up tomorrow. I’m still here so I guess I am not finished. Because I couldn’t find a place of knowledge or understanding I thought I would create a space. You don’t have to be in this alone. At this point in my life I just want peace. I have worked hard to bring myself back to light after living in the dark for a very long time. I hope to help anyone who is as lost as I was.